Relief of Soul

I admit the previous how silly I am, how innocent i am. I done everything sincerely with my heart. Just hope people will have a look at me, at least must let you know who am i.

I had put much effort which no one can expected, thing i only asked for was a simple thing, kind of good companionship. Previous me, sacrifice a lot to be one of them. But in the end, i get nothing. Is NOTHING. It is hard to say out my feeling, lets take an example and make it simple.

To prepare a performance, a performer for sure will prepare for the show earlier few months. Performer do hard, practice hard for avoid any mistake happen at the stage. Finally, the day is come and performer do the show with confident and happily. Performer happy for given chance to do the show, confident for already practice many times and no more mistake will be possible happen. When show end, performer hopes can listen thousand of applause from the audiences. But, the result not as performer imagine. Performer heart broken, all effort had apply and everything get burn in one second.

I use "performer" as myself. Heart broken seriously before, but who knows?


Dodora*